Saturday, 7 April 2012

Endless love

I love you, you understans what I'm saying?
I love you now.
I love you tomorrow.
And I love you forever.
I have and always will.
The love I have for you intertwines in my mind, driving me insane.
I have endless love for you.
I welcome you into my heart like a mother welcomes her new born baby.
I love you now.
I love you tomorrow.
And I love you forever.
Tears flow down my face and drop into the river off sadness as the realisation of me and you comes to an end.
You never love me as much as I love you.
I love you now.
I love you tomorrow.
And I love you forever.
Did you hear me?
I love you.
Madness and rage fills my body, heat streams from my face, I love you, didn't you haer.
Embarrassment Consumes me.
But I love you.
This is not how its suppose to end.
I love you now.
I love you tomorrow.
And I love you forever.
I will never stop loving you.
And I know this is not the end.

Breathless

I can't breath.
My chest feels tight.
I feel sick.
My stomach aches.
I'm reminded by the love I had for you.
This isn't how its meant to be.
The story isn't meant to end here.
Where is my happily eve after.
I thought I stopped loving you, but I haven't.
Is it to late.
Why do I feel so much pain?
The beating off my heart slow down, I try and exhale.
But I can't.
I'm in so much pain.
I begin to cry.
The first tear represents anger.
The second disappointment.
The forth sadness.
The last regert.
I love you, but why does it hurt so much.
Why does my chest burns, my heartaches.
My mind goes blank, I'm here but I'm not.
Feeling off dizziness sweeps through my body as I begin to feel faint.
You don't care so why do I.
I feel sick, numbness fills my body, my glass heart begins to cut me.
You don't love me , so why do I?
I ignore my feeling for to long.
I never got to say goodbye.
I love you, but I hate you.
I didn't ask to feel like this.
But now its to late.
Nothing I can do but live.
This feeling off hollow, emptiness just has to pass.
Everything might be ok, but then again maybe it will not.
Hope.
Pray.
One day I will love again.

Action

I don't understand why you do what you do.
Never thought I would see the day you become a stranger to me.
I don't know you anymore.
I'm questioning if I ever knew the real you.
Have you changed or are you still the same.
Am I just reading between the lines, assuming something that never really exists.
Or am I just hoping for something, did I imagine you.
Is this the real you, cause your actions are speaking louder then your words.
Did I just read you wrong, was the book off you upside down.
Or are you now hiding, becoming something your not just to fit in.
The more I try to make excuses for you the more I realise the bottom line.
The clearest option, your actions.
I was told actions speaks louder then words, and in some cases I believe so.
But with you I can't imagine this is you.
I feel like a mother defending her child, only seeing a pure, innocent being who needs protection.
Actions speak louder then words.
Maybe I should take it like it is, instead of assuming and understand you are who you are due to the things you do.
To me you have changed.
This ain't you.
This ain't the you that I know.
Actions speaks louder then words, and you have spoken.

Sunday, 1 April 2012

Confirmation

I'm sickened by your insecurities, your constant need for approval. Your lack off confidences disgusts me, your doubt drives me insane. Confirmation is not what you need, help is what you should seek. You always underestimate yourself, you are capable off anything.
If only you could see what I see.
Without fear, without doubt I can truly say your beautiful.
By beautiful I'm not only defining your outer exterior I'm describing your soul.
Your beauty is'nt just skin deep, its in the way you talk, the way you walk.
If only you could see what I see.
Every time I think off you I fall forever in love, your humble, your strong, respectful to the bone.
You have your mother's eyes and your father's heart, but the lack off believe is confusing me.
If only you could see what I see.
You have no self worth, you use modesty to cover up your lack of self-esteem.
Trying to describe your mind is like using one word to explain the earth.
Your complex and intelligent mind amazes me.
Every kind thing you do still suprises me.
If only I knew what you saw when you looked at me.

Thursday, 29 March 2012

Change

I love you more then I ever thought possible.
I love the way you are.
But if you do end up changing leave me a note, I don't mind.
Because I believe I will always love you.
Just let me know.

assume nothing

Assumption, what a waste off time.
Assuming, does nothing but confuse you.
If you want to know anything quit wasting your time, and just ask me.
Human mind was designed to communicate.
The more you think, the less you understand.
You don't need to over think, just ask.

Death of a Prince

I'm beginning to doubt your existences, I'm starting to believe your just a figment off my imagination.
Hope drains out off my body as I begin to realise, your not coming.
Butterfilies fill my stomach as I secretly long for you to arrive. But I knew, and I have always known your not and will never come on a white horse to recue me.
Prince Charming is dead.